Sick of this shit...

I'm sick of life and I hate it. Sick of all these bitches thinking they're top shit, and can get away with whatever they say. I say grow the hell up, get a life and act your age, stop calling people sluts and skank's for no reason.

I'm sick of people who are so immature that they swear like shit and act tough, when the truth is that they're not going to get anywhere in life. It's funny how everyone tries to fit in, why not be yourself, but if you're an absolute dick without any feelings and then don't be yourself and more people will like you.

I also hate it how people think they're smart as, when they're actually not. Saw these girls post on Facebook on what they think of some people, saying they're sluts and shit. They're so pathetic why would you post that shit on Facebook? I hope they get expelled, bloody bitches. You don't know how stupid you look when you post that sort of shit, they'd be lucky if it doesn't get reported for cyber-bullying.

It's funny cause I, myself posted on there telling them to act a little more mature. Then they told me to piss off and mind my own business, so I couldn't be bothered wasting my time on those thick heads who are probably only just passing school. I just deleted my comments, but seriously what'd they expect? Them dumb fucking idiot's don't know jack-shit about the net or computers for that matter, they posted it on Facebook for everyone to see and then they complain about how people don't know how to mind their own business. Really? I mean really? They're so dumb. >.<

Honestly I'm fed up with life, I feel so sick and depressed. I'm not even actually sick, but it's weird 'cause the left side of my chest is hurting real bad, it's just this weird sensation. Sometimes I feel like crying and just non-stop crying, I don't know what to do any more. I haven't been feeling like myself in a long time, probably since year 9 or so, I have a girlfriend and all, but I just haven't been caring about life as much as I used to. Maybe it's just a phase? I don't know, my girlfriend is the only thing that is getting me through this. I don't know what I'd do if she left me. I don't even know why I'm making this Blog, perhaps to empty my conciousness? I don't know, sometimes I feel like killing myself, I don't want to take any more shit.

I don't think I have the balls to actually do it, plus I know deep down inside I don't want to either. I just can't act selfish, plus only another 2 and a bit more years until I'm going to University for Computer Science (can't wait for that). Better bloody make it into Uni and my parents better be able to afford it, otherwise ugh I don't know what I'm gonna do, I could just get a part-time job somewhere while I'm at University to be able to go.

Sick of everything in my life, only thing that's keeping me alive is my amazing girlfriend, oh I love you so much <3.
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